Tuesday, August 23, 2011

We Weren't Forever

Looking back now I'm glad I didn't...
That I didn't give in,
That I didn't stop believing.
I'm glad that this wasn't forever.
Glad that this was simple,
Glad that this was quick.
I'm glad that we are over,
And that we weren't forever.

Monday, August 22, 2011

GoodBye

This is hard,
Not the leaving, no that's easy.
It's the saying goodbye,
It's knowing that what we had,
Was just a summer fling.
It's knowing that the wound on my heart,
Came from falling too fast,
Without you to catch me.
That's what's hard,
Falling and not stopping.

Not Enough

It's cold, and silent.
I miss the warmth of your hand in mine,
But that was a different day,
A lifetime ago.
Somehow I wound up here
Alone.
When did you leave?
Did you say goodbye,
Do I just not remember?
You've left me with goosebumps,
Along the skin you used to kiss.
All I have left of us,
Are the sweet love letters.
Did I push you away?
Was I too much, too little?
Not enough?

Falling For You

I'm falling,
Hard... not that soft puppy stuff.
But then again maybe this is the puppy stuff.
Why can't I tell?
Life used to be so simple,
Back then you wouldn't have even talked to me.
And now?
Are you falling with me...
Or do you just see someone to use?
Seems like I'm falling for you...

Just a Kiss

I want you the way the flower wants the sun,
I want to feel vulnerable around you like a golden leaf.
I want you to feel the way I do,
To feel the love that is crushing my heart.
I want for this to stop,
This hurt, this pain.
Why do I feel like this,
Used, unclean, unwanted?
What did I do,
Did I move too slow?
Did I say something wrong?
Why are you doing this to me?
I thought that all you wanted was a kiss.
Just a kiss...