Cold

I've never felt this cold
A bone chilling cold
It's flowing through me
Filling me from the toes up
All the warmth seeped away
Leaking into
The world
The people
The places
They are all stealing from me
Sucking away my life
Slowly killing me
So cold
Freezing
Cold

Stuck

I just want to go back
Back to the days where nothing went wrong
Back to long car rides
To piggy backs
To holding hands
When nothing was stronger
When nothing meant more
I just want to go back
To gather the memories
The ones that seem to slip away
Memories of laughter
Memories of anger
Happiness, joy and love
I wanna go back
Before my world turned
Dark
Cold
Frightening
Impossible
Forward seems so foreboding
I just want to go back

A Lie

I love you I'll see you soon

the words echo through my mind

he lied to me

i can't believe he would do that

he's gone and he lied

who am i supposed to go on drives with

who will tell me to clean out my car

who's gonna walk me down the aisle

he's gone 

there is nothing i can do

he left me

he promised me he'd...

but it doesn't matter because he's gone 

and the last thing he said to me

was a lie

a flat

outright

lie