Stuck

I just want to go back
Back to the days where nothing went wrong
Back to long car rides
To piggy backs
To holding hands
When nothing was stronger
When nothing meant more
I just want to go back
To gather the memories
The ones that seem to slip away
Memories of laughter
Memories of anger
Happiness, joy and love
I wanna go back
Before my world turned
Dark
Cold
Frightening
Impossible
Forward seems so foreboding
I just want to go back